{"id":97,"date":"2025-01-16T16:53:36","date_gmt":"2025-01-16T16:53:36","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/emrah.domains.skidmore.edu\/?p=97"},"modified":"2025-01-18T11:37:04","modified_gmt":"2025-01-18T16:37:04","slug":"dear-haters-i-won","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/emrahjusufoski.com\/index.php\/dear-haters-i-won\/","title":{"rendered":"Dear Haters, I Won."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I know you\u2019re watching.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I know you\u2019ve been lurking in the shadows, waiting for me to fail, waiting for me to crumble under the weight of everything you threw at me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You thought I wouldn\u2019t make it. You <strong>wanted<\/strong> me to disappear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You wanted the gay kid to stay small. To stay silent. To stay scared.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But here I am. <strong>Louder than ever. Bigger than ever. Unstoppable.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And guess what? <strong>I won.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:78px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>The 7 Years of Hell You Put Me Through? Cute.<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>You thought you broke me when you <strong>bullied me for seven years straight<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Every insult. Every shove. Every rumor whispered behind my back.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You tried so hard to make me hate myself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>You tried so hard to convince me that I was <strong>nothing<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But let me tell you something about queer people like me: <strong>we don\u2019t break. We evolve.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>For every time you laughed at me, I got sharper.<br>For every time you tried to tear me down, I built myself back stronger.<br>For every time you said, <em>You\u2019ll never be anything<\/em>, I <strong>proved you dead wrong.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Now, I\u2019m building an empire. And where are you?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Still watching. Still obsessed. Still <strong>miserable<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:60px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>Abandoned, But Never Defeated<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>You thought throwing me away would end me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>At 16, when my own family turned their backs on me, I should have fallen apart.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But instead, I <strong>rose<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I applied to UWC with nothing but pure <strong>rage and ambition<\/strong> in my heart, and I got in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I got into a school where my queerness wasn\u2019t something to hide\u2014it was something to <strong>celebrate<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Where difference wasn\u2019t a weakness\u2014it was <strong>power<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And from there? <strong>I took over.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I worked harder than any of you ever could. I built my name from the ground up.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And now, at Skidmore, I\u2019m turning my story into a <strong>revolution<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:65px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong><a href=\"http:\/\/slayhood.co\">SlayHood<\/a>: The Thing You Never Saw Coming<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>I bet you thought you could silence me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I bet you thought you could erase me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>But instead, I built <strong>Slayhood<\/strong>\u2014a platform where people like me don\u2019t just exist, <strong>we take up space<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Where every queer kid who\u2019s ever felt alone, every abandoned soul, every voice that was told to shut up\u2014<strong>gets a microphone instead<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Slayhood isn\u2019t just a blog.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s my way of saying <strong>fuck you<\/strong> to everyone who thought I wouldn\u2019t make it.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>It\u2019s a home for every single person who has ever been told they don\u2019t belong.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And the best part? <strong>It\u2019s only getting started.<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:54px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<h3 class=\"wp-block-heading\"><strong>To My Haters: Keep Watching. I\u2019m Just Getting Started.<\/strong><\/h3>\n\n\n\n<p>You didn\u2019t break me. You made me bulletproof.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>And now? I\u2019m <strong>thriving<\/strong>. I\u2019m <strong>winning<\/strong>. I\u2019m <strong>unstoppable<\/strong>.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So sit back, refresh the page, and watch me slay.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:74px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em>SlayHood is going live soon. 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